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she had red in her hair and a thought in her pen
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[31 Aug 2004|03:52am] |
Things are getting entirely too comfortable
I am waiting for something to shake my world
like a polaroid
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[12 Jun 2004|10:50pm] |
Sarah picked me up from work and then we went to starbucks and then listen to oasis in the car....now we are at alex's place and everyone is really quiet and its a little weird...isucks to know i only have a year of these nights left. guess i better make them count...
we have been best friends for almost four years....and in a split second we are now almost done with high school and going on our own paths...its scary to think about living life day to day with out sarah...
love,
dinorah.
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This is Hannah, I love Sarah. She's awesome, and should update more. She hung out with me yesterday and that was fantastic. She, like I, have lost our sense of the way things should be. But that's ok, because i love her, and I think that maybe she loves me. And maybe that means there is a little hope.
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[29 Jan 2004|11:56am] |
This is not Sarah posting...
SO Im in class right now. My teacher just called me a "slacker" and the people the table I sit at at lunch is called the "little skater punker emo slacker" table. I called her old.
Sarah I called you but you didn't call me BACK!
I love you and your sex.
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[27 Jan 2004|08:14pm] |
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i am updating!!!!!!!!
welcome me back!!!!!
Not really.
Ummm alright Im gonna go make out with Dinorah.
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[25 Sep 2003|07:21pm] |
i just cleaned the whole FUCKIN' house and the first thing my mom does when she walks in the door is rag on me for ONE thing that i forgot. Then she goes on the whole thing about like every single thing that i have done wrong my whole life. she takes out all her problems on me. it gets really old after a while. the thing that really pisses me off is that she doesn't think she is doing it.
i am going to go scream into my pillow
Signing off
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[22 Apr 2003|08:21pm] |
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i just got highlights in my hair. they are a kinda reddish color. i like them a lot. brandon didnt think that he would like them but i think that he does now.
what happened didi? we were supposed to go for a run today, and then you were going to some over for dinner.
i love you
and you too
signing off
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[21 Apr 2003|05:48pm] |
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today i actually enjoyed myself for the first time in a while. i mean i had a really good time at school. it hasnt been like that. i didnt really worry about anyhting.
i need to start watching people more often. i miss that. i used to do it a lot last year. people would just see me sitting there and they always told me that i looked sad but i never really was. i miss that.
well i guess vicky wants to kick my ass for some reason. she said it had something to do with me being a pease-maker, as if there is something wrong with that. it is not that i dont like her or anyhthing but the only time that i have ever seen her is when she is mad at someone and yelling at them. maybe i have always been on their bad side but it seems to me that vicky and her "group" always have to be picking on someone.
people are interesting
i would like to have my ass beat
never have
new stuff to feel
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[21 Apr 2003|01:21am] |
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for some reason i am having trouble sleeping. i havent slept in a while. i dont think that i am going to sleep tonight.
i keep thinking about brandon. i miss him. i didnt see him tonight because my dad was over and we were watching some movies. harry potter (made me think of ninna, wonder why) and the ring (made me think about brandon because he is the first person that i saw it with). since then i have been thinking about him.
what ever happens to life? to emotion? it seems that so many people that i know have just stopped feeling emotion, and it is not so much that they dont feel it, but more that they run away from it.
people always take the beaten path, and the "original" people may be off the path but they can still see it and are heading in the same direction. have we explored everything or are we just too afraid to try anything too new.
when i was little and i changed schools i had my own style. if you knew me back then you would know what i was talking about. going into 4th grade i would wear weird color socks that didnt match on purpose. i liked it, but one of my first days of school all the kids started to make fun of me cause they had never seen anything like that. i think that that was the moment that scared me back onto the path. i have been slowly leaving it but i am still scared
someone hold my hand
hold my
hand
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[20 Apr 2003|10:11am] |
again i write. it has been so long since i have written anything but lj just keeps popping into my head so i figured that i would start writing again. my dad bought me a new computer. he spent almost $2,000 on it. it makes me feel so bad. sometimes i think to myself that i am not worth all the shit that he buys me. i dont know why. i just feel so bad.
miss you didi
signing off
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[07 Mar 2003|07:16pm] |
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the drama room was nice today. it reminded me of last year. we were all sitting around in a circle on the sofa and some chairs. we were talking about funny stuff, laughing about how people make fun of us. i almost started crying. it was nice.
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[02 Mar 2003|03:11pm] |
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i woke up early this morning and went fishing with brandon. well i didn't really fish. it was mostly him fishing and me watching but i did cast a few times before we left. he thinks i was bored out of my mind but really i had a good time. i was looking into the water about 45 minutes after we got there and my feet were hanging over the edge a little bit. if you cut te reflection of the dock out it would almost look like i was floating above the water. it was so quiet when we first got there. we walked out on te dock and the first thing that i saw was a father teaching his son how to fish. it was one of the nicest things that i ever saw. i guess after that i was kinda quiet myself because it reminded me that i was never able to do anything like that with my own dad. oh well. we didn't catch anything anyways.
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[26 Feb 2003|09:42am] |
me and my boyfriend were talking about sex and when it is right the other day. i told him that it is only ok when the person is in love. maybe i am being dumb but i wanted to see what you all think, so i made this
Poll #106457 sex
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 6Who thinks that someone should only have sex when in love? Am i a male or female??
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[06 Feb 2003|04:36pm] |
i was sick today. i really dont feel good, and i think that i am seriously a control freak. haha. inside joke with myself
chinese food is good
yum yumm
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[04 Feb 2003|07:58pm] |
stuff
fluff
this really cool band
music trader
cds
burner
computer
live journal
didi
west side story
i feel pretty
mirrors
make-up
ninna
concert
brandon
skirt
sexy
shoes
holes
holy
jesus
church
boring
emily
teeth
julia roberts
movies
dan
ego
jim carry
i think that i am done now
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[03 Feb 2003|09:50pm] |
according to humanforsale.com
"You are worth exactly: $2,242,110.00."
almost as much as the lovely ninna
but not quite
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[25 Jan 2003|09:46pm] |
My mother thinks I am: messy
My father thinks I am: messy
My brother thinks I am: .....
My grandma thinks I am: .....
My grandpa thinks I am: .....
My boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: perfect, or so he says
My best friend thinks I am: a "silly poo"
-Your three best qualities? according to who??
-Three worst qualities? " "
-Three things you are often complimented for? eyes clothes attitude
-A compliment you got that made you blush? first time brandon talked about my ass to my face
-You get embarrassed when...? i have something on my face
-Makes you happy? brandon
-Upsets you? probably my dad the most
Yes or No maybe
You keep a diary? in writing??-no
You like to cook? depends on what i am cooking
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone? oh but of course
You fold your underwear? ha ha ha
You talk in your sleep? yup
You bite your fingernails? when i am nervous
You believe in love? yes
Last...?
Movie you rented? memento
Movie you bought? lord of the rings-best movie ever
Song you listened to? radiohead-reckoner
Song you've downloaded? metalica-enter sandman
CD you listened to? radiohead
Person you've called? brandon
Person that's called you? brandon
TV show you've watched? will and grace
Person(s) you were thinking of? brandon, mom, didi, christina, german
Do...?
You wish you could live somewhere else? every where all at the same time
You believe in online dating? yeah but not that whole sex thing
Others find you attractive? i guess so, if they dont lie
You want more piercings? you know that one if you have spent any time with me yes!!!!!!
You want more tattoos? 2 or 3
You drink? orange juice-i am a tad bit "straightedge"
You do drugs? just asprin
You like cleaning? evil word
You like roller coasters? some
You write in cursive or print? print, and that you cant hardly read
You carry a donor card? i would if i had one
Have you...?
Ever cried over a boy/girl? always
Ever lied to someone? hasnt every one??
Ever been in a fist fight? only once or twice
Ever been arrested? no but have been talked to
What...?
Shampoo do you use? pert plus
Perfume do you use? perfume??
Shoes do you wear? CONVERSE
Are you scared of? being alone (in the dark)
someone: BOO
me: AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Number...?
Of times I have had my heart broken? 2
Of hearts I have broken? probably none
Of people I've slept with? does this involve sex??
Of people I consider my enemies? no one really
Of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? still in high school.......so everyone
Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? i think 2 times
Of things in my past that I regret? just 2 i try not to think about them.....wait.....too late
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[20 Jan 2003|09:19pm] |
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well depression once again rears its ugly head, but what is there to do other than turn to the live journal.
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[20 Jan 2003|02:32am] |
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today i went to the arizona memorial. i started thinking about the people thhat aree still trapped down there, how they must have felt, trapped in that giant piece of sinking metal, what thhey must have been thinking about as the water slowly drained into the one thing that the would protect them. i would have thought about the few things that i cared about. it is a sad thing, only pride can be blamed.
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[17 Jan 2003|10:52pm] |
hawaii. ahhhhh. it is so nice here. i couldnt believe it, last night i went out to dinner last night and it was really warm but all thhe locals were wearing jackets and thought that it was cold. it was the funniest thing. and the water here is so warm. i almost cant believe it. sometimes i swear that they heat it or something. i dont know. i am a dork. i miss you brandon. i want to come home and see you. you to didi. have you gone to visit my mom yet?? i figured that you would sooon. hehe. well i have to go
signing off
sarah
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